i can't believe how much the grammys sucked last night. i take that back. the state of music today is abysmal. at least macy gray beat the barbie clones.... i'm not really that into her music, but at least she has a style of her own...
posted by decemberx 4:44 PM[edit]
wonder if our fridge will show up today... i don't want to stock up on groceries if they have to be moved. but the pickings are getting pretty slim...
posted by decemberx 2:28 PM[edit]
just got back from picking up n. so he could take my car to j's so they can fix the windshield. i'm nervous since n has no license, if he gets pulled over, he'll go to jail & i have no way to get him out... i know it's a bad thing to let him drive my car, but i just can't take the time off work to wait around while they fix it. i just want to get it done. my car is so cute and nice-looking except for that (and the little rust spots, which are going to be taken care of soon as well). i don't feel like trailer trash driving around in it. it's not conspicuous like the beast was, it seems to float under the cop radar.....
posted by decemberx 11:13 AM[edit]
still feel kind of crappy today... throat feels icky. at least i'm not in excruciating pain like yesterday. i always used to make fun of chicks who whined about their period, but lately i've discovered they probably weren't the big babies i thought they were...thank God for Vioxx. one is all it takes--24hrs pain free. makes me a little spacey but it's worth the trade-off.
n and i are getting along better. we had a huge fight on mon. nite but we worked it out. a whole day without a fight is amazing for us. it's weird how my horoscopes kept saying things about letting go off the past, getting on with things, etc. etc. he actually brought me lunch yesterday--and fries! that counts for extra points because he doesn't eat them, so he usually forgets that i do. i know it sounds silly but little things like that mean a lot to me. i'm a weirdo.
posted by decemberx 8:36 AM[edit]
i suppose to someone who doesn't know the story of the hell my life is, i sound like a raging bitch. it would be different if my husband was actually that in anything more than a legal sense. if i hadn't (unwillingly) spent the last 5 years supporting his drug problem. if i hadn't been lied to over and over and over again. if i still weren't being lied to. i didn't go to college to have this kind of life. if i'd wanted to be white trash i would have dropped out of school and gone on welfare. there's something wrong when you work full-time and you can't afford to support yourself. i don't know how anyone lives on minimum wage. who buys all the cars and houses and expensive things we see advertised on tv constantly? I make barely $20,000/yr, but the government thinks i should pay them around a thousand dollars? what the hell does the government do for me? except spend money on stupid crap like the Starr report. billions & billions of dollars wasted so the oh-so-self righteous republicans could put on their little dog-and-high horse show. and now they want to waste some more investigating Clinton's pardons. not that i don't think some of the stuff he did was slimy, i just think it's lame for any politician to point fingers because they're pretty much all weasels. and their "war on drugs." the cops around here pat themselves on the back everytime they catch somebody with weed. whoo hoo. seems like that drug enforcement money would be better spent catching the tweak, coke & heroin dealers. oh, but weed is the *gateway* drug! everyone knows that if you smoke pot, pretty soon you'll be doing lines & banging smack. gee, funny how so few of the stoners i know do any of that other crap....
posted by decemberx 5:29 PM[edit]
movies watched this weekend:
As Good As It Gets
Sleepy Hollow Scary! Christopher Walken at his creepiest, and he never even says a word.
posted by decemberx 3:47 PM[edit]
monday sucks. it's really sad when you would rather stay at work than go home because your home life sucks so much. i moved back in with n, but it's the same bullshit it was last time. i got up to go to work this morning, he was still in bed. he was supposed to get us free food, then go to work at 2. but i haven't heard from him. so i know what is going to happen. i will go home, and he will still be in bed. he hasn't worked since last week that i know of, if he has at all. he never seems to. so i don't want to go home, because it will just mean a huge fight. when will i learn that the only way he'll stop lying to me is if i'm not there to listen? that he's not capable of telling the truth?!?
posted by decemberx 3:24 PM[edit]
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